Lee Hae Ri ; Can You Hear Me
// Tears of Heaven OST ft. Junsu

like the sun that shines outside your window
i will be with you wherever you go
through the night you’ll feel my heart still beating next to yours
right by your side forever i will stay
til the morning comes my prayers will speak the truth
like a whisper on the wind my voice will call to you
can you hear me can you hear me
‘cross the distance words take flight
carried on the wings of angels
are the promises that we both make tonight i am yours
just believe that i will be here always
that our love will last the rest of our days
‘cross the miles i’ll reach for you and in my dreams
your memory will be strong all through the darkest hours
i will keep you close and when that’s not enough
even though we’re far apart angels will lift us up
can you hear me can you hear me
‘cross the distance words take flight
carried on the wings of angels are the promises that we both make tonight
can you hear me can you hear me forever
can you hear me can you hear me
‘cross the distance words take flight
carried on the wings of angels are the promises that we have made tonight
can you hear me can you hear me can you hear me

Lee Hae Ri ; Can You Hear Me // Tears of Heaven OST ft. Junsu

I wish i can protect you from sadness.
I wish i can protect myself from hurt.
I wish i can protect others from myself.

i never meant to hurt you. i don't mean to cause you trouble.

is that a lie? am i lying to myself? am i lying to you?

i put on the mask and pretend all is ok all is alright the sky isn't on fire the sky isn't crying isn't in tears.

I'm jaded, if nothing else. I'm angry at myself. I do stuff I think are right, but i don't... I don't know. I hurt people. And I get hurt in the end.

jaded, if nothing else. hurt hurt hurt..

He had to kiss a couple ugly frogs and a prince that wasn’t his own to found his prince at last.

Kim Jaejoong ; A truth without love

I can really feel the love between the two.. and though they both chose to take different path.. i like to believe that.. when they get to the end of the path they chose.. it will bring them back together again.

"...defeated by their wants and completely buried by their needs."

All the wrong people are forced together and the right people are forced apart. All forced to drown in loneliness that shouldn't be meant to be. When it hurts so fucking much? The right person isn't there. Fuck it fuck it fuck it so damn fucking much.

it feels like it has been forever since i posted anything here. i wish it really has been a long time. but it hasn't. i just spend my days wandering and wondering what it is like if i had friends, so many that half my days will be filled with their attention and my attention on them, laughing crying sneezing (now that's random) running spinning falling. i wonder how it's like. i'm not in denial, reality's just too empty. and i'm stuck in reality cause for all the dreamer that i am, i see and i don't see. i dream and dream and dream and see and see and see.

it's just too hard not to give a flying fuck.

edit: now that i've read my previous entry, it really honestly feels like i just wrote that yesterday, although i can't for gods sake rmb which fic prompted the 'life-defying' thought. and... that yesterday is one month ago. but it seems like it's yesterday.


to take.

i found what my heart needed tonight. this : http://ricuh.livejournal.com/46789.html
my dongbang boys ;_____; so much love.

What would it be like if we are in a world where we can choose to die whenever we want, and believe it or not, live as long as we choose to stay alive?

life-defying. me.

almost reaching 200 entries. wow. how many of those are happy posts? probably pretty little. but that's okay. this is my place of solace after all. my heart.

always feeling so fucking alone when i study. keep expecting somebody to save me from my mess. like a fucking prince of the night. i shouldn't feel this way. should i. but i still feel more alone than last time, which is... pretty recent actually.